WTF Mate?!

OMG he's so damn cute.... I just cannot help myself sometimes. lol. So this guy. I've known him since middle school. He was always the cute older guy that I couldn't talk to because I was too shy. Recently we've started talking and hanging out. Now he can be a real asshole, but that's only because he says exactly what he thinks. I find it rather refreshing, to be honest. There aren't a lot of guys who will flat out admit they want to see your boobs. lol.

Now, I won't lie, it does get annoying sometimes, but for the most part it's kind of charming. And here's another thing that's kind of important: he recently broke off his engagement. And I know he says he doesn't want to date for awhile. Neither do I. I just want someone to hang out with and talk to and maybe (possibly) hook up with. But I just don't know what he expects or what he's ready for. Ugh, I wish I didn't have such a crush on him. I wish life were simple. "I like you. You like me. Let's date." End of story. Bye bye.

But no. Life isn't like kindergarten. Life is messy and complicated and there's always someone who gets hurt.

Whew.

Wow. It has been a LONG time since I last posted... I wish I could say I have a decent reason, but in reality I just get so darn distracted that I forget that I'm supposed to be posting on here. lol.

So much has happened since my last post. It has been quite a few months after all. Almost a year. I'll attempt to sum up what has gone on since then, but it still might take awhile.

Let's see here... Well, I decided to move back home and drop out of school. So I've been working like a dog since summer. I have two jobs as a waitress. I moved out of my parent's house and into one of my dad's rent houses. No, it is not free. lol .I still pay rent and utilities. I have a cat, Mrs. Norris, who is such a pain in the ass. lol. But I love her. She's my baby girl.

As it pertains to guys, I've gone through a few. lol. Nothing really serious. For the most part it's just me having fun. lol. A couple of them I would even call boyfriends. haha. But nothing has lasted very long.

Now that I've rediscovered my blogs, I think I can guarantee that I'll be posting more often. =]